I really dont know what is up that mind of his. He's blowing hot and cold and this suspense is driving me nuts. I hate this feeling of being vulnerable, of not knowing, of not being in control, of the thought of losing him. But the thing is, if he is not meant to be mine, I cant do anything about it too. I just thought from the start that he will be the one. Looks like I thought wrong. A few days, its gonna be a drag and im not sure I wanna know the conclusion. Im not gonna think about it. If I can.